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Wednesday, January 07, 2009, 9:16 pm
emo
Was chatting with zb and cw over dinner yesterday about our future and work. yes work. for the first time in our lives, we are forced to finally get a job. As of today, all 3 of us are finally working. I finally got a temp job at SIM, ironically. cw is still working at the tourism company and zb has finished his 2 day course and started his teaching internship at da zhong pri sch. We were just talking what courses we wanna study in uni and work and our biggest concern of all was, as always, the finances. Much as we would like to live off our parents for the rest of our lives, we are decent human beings who have a conscience and neither of us want our parents to really bear the full burden of the uni expenses. Unfortunately for me, i can only enter SIM and the tuition fees can't be paid through CPF. As such, my mother has to pay for everything upfront. It's prob going to amount to about 25k for all 3 years, which is no small sum. sigh. Although my mother is earning a decent wage, but nonetheless its going to be slightly tough financially for the next few years, especially with my brother's wedding. Although i intend to work through school, it can only help so much. That's why i was trying so desperately to find a job previously. And i really was indeed trying. and i'm still clinging on to that minuscule glimmer of hope that by some miracle that maybe. just maybe. i can slip through the cracks and maybe land a spot in NUS FASS? Ha. Well, a guy can dream, can't he? Sometimes i really gotta hand it to yawen. Having to juggle so many things. School, work, family, and erm, various relationship(s?). lol, just joking. and her CCA takes up SO MUCH TIME. and she just became vice capt some more. Yawen, are you sure you are human? I shall rmb to go and check tmr during lunch. lol. Nonetheless, i've finally gotten a job, albeit a rather saggish job. Don't get me wrong, the people there are friendly. Its just that im surrounded by a group of 30 smth women and doing such boring stuff the whole day (filing and various forms of saigang), it would be nice just to have someone to bitch with. or just to crap with. Ok i should stop complaining, i should just focus on the money!! but... There are a lot of things on my mind nowadays seriously. I still have yet to really decide wth i wanna study. Econs and management? Met up with boonee ytd finally and she opened the "overseas" box again. But after looking at the expenses, i can really forget abt the idea unless i intend to be eternally in debt after i graduate. And as per the norm these days, relationships came up once again. Feels like biological clock is finally ticking. ha.... I have some other things on my mind too but i just can't put them into words. Everything is just one big mess in that brain of my mine. Ok, i'm seriously becoming too emo. Crap. Maybe thats why i have a fetish for emo songs lately. Decode by Paramore, Anyway by Martina Mcbride, Ai Chuo by Lee hom. Wth is wrong with me. lol. nice songs thou. and cw, stop thinking abt europe backpacking la. unless u suddenly strike the lottery. or unless you decide to go rob a bank. wanna backpack, go pulau ubin? just like OBS. Residential or mobile yo? =P (its JUST a joke) money is seriously the root of all evil... and hormones too. and maybe anitha (always rmb, ******* are not trustworthy). lol For some reason this song is on constant replay on my ipod recently. Decode - Paramore How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind I can't win your losing fight all the time Not gonna ever own what's mine When you're always taking sides But you won't take away my pride No not this time Not this time How did we get here? When I use to know you so well How did we get here? Well, I think I know The truth is hiding in your eyes And it's hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood, But you think that I can't see What kind of man that you are If you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out on my own On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so") On my own (My thoughts you can't decode) How did we get here? When I use to know you so well, yeah. How did we get here? Well, I think I know Do you see what we've done? We've gone and made such fools of ourselves Do you see what we've done? We've gone and made such fools of ourselves Yeah How did we get here? When I use to know you so well, yeah yeah How did we get here? Well, I use to know you so well I think I know I think I know There is something I see in you It might kill me I want it to be true |
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A Yawen Si Hui B Anitha Kelly C Clarice Justin Soon D Karwai Celine E Zongbing Teng Yi backtoyesterday
+ Ride + omfg + And so it begins.... + Goodbye 2008, hello 2009 + Mad + I finally did it + Job hunting + Kata Beach, Phuket 13-17 Dec 08 + Sawasdee.. + the start of a new era wheni'mgone
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