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Sunday, February 08, 2009, 10:33 pm
Feeling some motivation
The first 2 years were my JC years, which totally went down the drain all because i didn't study. And after doing some research over the past couple of days, i realised how much more i could have done over the last 2 years while in NS, especially since i was so damn fucking free. Nvm, i shall look to the future! I think i'm finally going to enrol for my course at SIM nextweek. After much consideration, i plan to either study Econs & Finance or Banking & Finance. Econs & Finance looks really content heavy thou, esp with the econs modules. My mother also encouraged me to take up some courses within these few months actually, so after doing some research, i intend to take up accounting too. I'll probably register for the ACCA course after i clarify some doubts soon. Well, my mother isn't pressuring me to do the exams but the courses aren't cheap so i think i shd definitely do the exams. My last day at SIM is also going to be this thurs. Got this 2 week assignment starting Fri at the APEC summit but apparently there are a lot of complications at the moment so i'm really crossing my fingers that everything will work out eventually. I'm actually looking forward to this job cuz i think it will be an experience. We are suppose to be working a 12 hour shift everyday and maybe all 14 days but i'm definitely okay with it since i'm so free anyway. Currently i'm feeling the motivation to do something proper with my life and make up for what happened in JC and hopefully this motivation will last over the next few years. lol. At least i don't procrastinate as much anymore ha. Nowadays, constantly looking for jobs to occupy my time. Wanted to go and work at Starbucks at nights and on weekends actually but unfortunately i didn't get any return calls(apparently the guy told me they have like 50 applicants a day)=/. So, looking for some tuition assignments now too. Hoping to get a call soon. lol. Decided to volunteer with this year's HELP camp too since sihui asked. Do some good work to help balance the bad karma out a bit. And now with ACCA, i'll prob have some night classes as well. On an another note, i thought i got over this issue but recently with this question keep popping up constantly i realise i have fully gotten over it. I know its all in the past, but somehow i just feel very guilty and kind of ashamed when people ask the question and i keep trying to avoid the question but its always inevitable. Zzz.... and i'm still secretly really hoping to find this group of people soon... lol..... |
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